things I wish were real

Well, well, well... what to talk about?

It's been a hot second since I last blogged, so I thought I'd make yet one more superfluous post.

Okay, here's an idea.

I've been watching Gilmore Girls lately on dvd, thinking that a complete series would be sufficient and not leave me wanting more, like Grey's Anatomy does. Boy was I wrong! GG on dvd only makes me remember how insuficient the ending was, and makes me angry that the show was cancelled. The ending was too abrupt. It didn't end right. Upsetting. The good thing about the show is that it really is good. It has excellent writing and the story is just sooooo good. It makes me wish I lived in Star's Hollow. It makes me wish Star's Hollow was real.

Speaking of things I wish were real: Harry Potter.

I'm pretty sure I could go on for a very long time about aspects about that that I wish were real. I won't but I could. I'm just sayin'... I want in on that life. I sometimes pretend it is real, and that we just really do live in parallel worlds. Go ahead and think I'm weird, but I don't care; Harry Potter is awesome and I'm psyched for the movie this summer.



Mmmkay, that's all, I suppose. :-/

xoxo

Ps. I'm still very excited for the Vegas. shibuya!

well now that i have nothing to do, my life seems so lame i don't have anything to blog about.

although, here are a couple thoughts in my brain currently:

1.) i heart katy perry
2.) i cannot wait to go to vegas. i'm so excited.
3.) i really still can't believe i abandoned sen and bri at mennas and walked with that boy whose name i honestly did not know until he told it to megan (bahaha)
4.) i changed my ringtone.
5.) i need to return my textbooks today
6.) i have to pee real bad
7.) sen and i watched chronicles of narnia: prince caspian last night
8.) i want pink sheets for my bed


kaythanksloveyoubye

alumna

I'm officially a college graduate!

recreational drug use...?

(319): addddeeerrraaaallll.
(641): ok i'm not sure if that was a success statement or a cry for help.


I've been wondering how using adderall would work out for me. I don't have any, but I know someone who could get me some in a jiffer. It would probably really help me focus and just get this paper written. I have one page written. And my references. it's supposed to be 15-17 pages long. this is not good.

It's thoughts like these that make the rational-me concerned.

The thing is that I've already done my research. I have all my sources. I got my introduction out of the way, so I basically have a road map for my paper. I just have to organize my thoughts; I think that's what probably has me the most overwhelmed. I feel like my brain is a jumbled mess most of the time, and trying to get some sort of outline makes me feel nervous.

Sar just made a shouting noise.

I feel like maybe I just need to get out of this space; maybe a change of scenery would help me focus. My desk right now is a distraction in and of itself.

1.) brightly colored paperclips that i could make into a giant chain.
2.) an abundant supply of markers, sharpies, and colored pencils, not to mention a few coloring books
3.) 3-D glasses and a pair of broken stunna shades
4.) reciepts and other random loose papers
5.) a puzzle with a note from sarah on the back of it from two years ago
6.) revolving picture frame of presh photos of le le and i
7.) a few napkins to do some really lame oragami
8.) my tool menorah
9.) a slice of pizza
10.) bobbypins and a couple ponytail holders.
11.) my cell phone
12.) my laptop, which obviously has firefox open. Originally i had a website open to help me write my reference page and in-text citations correctly, but now i have the following tabs open:

a.) FMyLife- FML: Your Everyday Life Stories
b.) texts from last night: february 2009
c.) research and documentation online (super useful, by the way, for different formats for citations
d.) Adderall wiki page
e.) obviously this site
f.) perez hilton, celebrity juice not from concentrate

ugh. i should get my hands on some adderall. your thoughts?

blogging vs. editing a paper...

Blogging is winning.

Actually, doing anything other than what I should be doing for finals is winning.

I'm going to try to keep this brief. However, brevity isn't really my thing, so, with that said, we'll see how this works out for me.

Okay, here's the deal:

1.) I first would like to apologize to everyone whose existence I cursed yesterday without his or her knowledge. Just throwing it out there so karma doesn't get me really good for that one. I was really pissed off and it seemed like the right choice in the moment. I didn't mean it. I love you all, despite the fact that you can be cunts sometimes.

2.) I really still want to take pictures by Sparty before Friday.

3.) I found a cardigan/sweater thing to go with my dress. Yay!

4.) I'm ready to return to the Vegas. June 7th needs to get here asap. (Three times in the span of one year doesn't indicate any sort of addiction to a specific city, does it?)

5.) Speaking of Las Vegas, I found this awesome thing on texts from last night bahahah it reminds me sliiiiiiiightly of a conversation Megan and/or Aleka and I could have:

(503): i met a boy and i'm in lovvvvveeeeeeee and we're going to vegas and getting marrrrrriiiieeeeedddddd!
(360): let's be honest with each other here, that's about the worst idea you've ever had. you need to walk this one off.

I must edit this 22 page paper that my group and I have written. It's real bad. Here's what I'm dealing with: switching tenses in the middle of sentences/paragraphs, the use of pronouns in a research paper, fragments and run-on sentences.... I love school.

*dry heave*

xoxo