my heart aches

so, i stumbled upon the most fantastic thing ever tonight. i was (and am) supposed to be writing my film diary (which still isn't finished, by the way! fml.) and i was searching youtube instead. i was thinking i would still be able to youtube and write this stupid film diary about mona lisa smile at the same time, but that is obviously not the case. lucky for me, im not tired at all apparently. anyway, what i found on youtube sparked a frenzy in my heart.

two words: meghan tonjes.

she is seriously phenomenal. i am obsessed. i cannot get enough. i have her on repeat and i just want to listen to her angelic voice all the time now.

her lyrics are amazing. i heard (my favorite song) the end and seriously almost cried. it's as though she poked her head into my heart and just listened to it for a little bit, came out again and penned this little beauty. it's a stroke of pure genius. it's slightly creepy that it feels like it's directly out of my own heart, but i can and will overlook that because it's just that good.

i'm gonna copy and paste the lyrics to the song in here because:
1.) i'm that obnoxious;
2.) i told you i'm obsessed;
3.) i couldn't find them anywhere on the internet so i made them myself. lol

the end

hello
it's me
again
i'm calling
to hear
your voice
on the line
played you a song
wrote you a letter to say
that i'm done with this

went through a box
pictures of us smiling
back of a room
playing ourselves
we look so young
we look so happy
don't really know if we ever were

and i don't believe
you're meant for me any more
than the shore
belongs to the sea
and i was the one
and i was the only one
standing for all
i knew you could be

hello
you say
it's been
a long time
i can't
remember the last time we spoke
i'm good
i'm better
the winter's been hard on all of us
i'm getting close to letting go

saw you in pictures
heard you were doing so well
on your own now
i knew you would
heard from a friend
of a friend
of a friend
you were moving out west
to give it a go

and i don't believe
you're meant for me any more
than the shore
belongs to the sea
and i was the one
and i was the only one
standing for all
i knew you could be

i miss you
more than
words can
say

and i don't believe
you're meant for me any more
than the shore
belongs to the sea
and i was the one
and i was the only one
standing for all
i knew i could be...


xoxo